I am in a place in my life that I have no desire to be reliant on others. Restrained by things. Bound by schedules. I can see options unfolding but they seem so far away. Patience isn't my strong suit. I'm a pen to paper with a plan kind of gal and this is not in the plan. So, I guess I'm being grown in that area as well. Not thrilled about that really. However, there must be a reason. And as much as I want the reason to be about me, I know that it is probably about someone else. Not that I have it all sewn up, but that my go-thru is for someone else's breakthrough. I'm sure there are lessons and clarity in store for me, but I'm selfish in that if I am going to be uncomfortable, it should be worthwhile for me. Having said that, I know its not always true. **sigh**
If nothing else, I truly believe in Romans 8:28 and I know that all things do work together for the good of us. So standing, holding on, pressing is what a General does and what I shall do.
~much love
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